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April 2nd, 2007
05:40 pm - movin'
im moving away for awhile. i love you all. i hope to be able to see all my friends before i go, but i might not be able to. nevertheless i shall try my best. im leaving on the 16th which is 3 days after me birthdaay.
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xo
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March 27th, 2007
10:07 pm - andddd
a pretty crappy self pitying mood has taken over, no cigarettes for three days, or was it two im not sure...nobody to talk to, no good movies to watch to take my mind off of things...no idea whether im 100% in my september program, no idea if i should apply to osap...no idea if i even really want to be in toronto except for the fact that i love my friends and henry...no idea if this new job is going to be shitty,
just no idea
NO IDEA
AAH
AAAARGH
i think this computer is makin g me crazy.
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March 19th, 2007
06:47 pm - sebadoh
the show is on friday
i am really happy about that
i just ate spaghetti and im too full
i want to do something fun
i think i will go back to reading my book
been calling gem ALL DAY, where is she? saaahhhh
Current Music: pffffft
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December 31st, 2006
12:05 pm - i crave
-watermelon
-canteloupe
-pineapple
-raspberry ginger ale
-french fries with vinegar
strange things to crave, but ah well.
im still at adam's place, coughing my lungs out...i shall have to be content with movies and things until i am well again. im trying to be positive about this, considering how depressive i get when im sick. adam is great to have around, he is my sweetie. and he takes care of me when i feel bad. its nice. off i go!
p.s. who is "uglytraffic"? i added you, but who are ya? i was thinking perhaps marco? not sure.
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December 30th, 2006
11:07 pm - enough with the weird shit
ihave a really super bad flu, ive been having fevers and sinus headaches and i can barely crawl to use the washroom. eep. i hope everybody has a happy new year's...!
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December 18th, 2006
12:12 pm - chimi changas (is it two words or one..?)
last week sis and i made vegan chimi changas , they were very delicious and tasty and i would like to make them again one day. today i am going to see tash and i am also going to call a therapist named Lisa Marucci because i need to make an appointment with her. i wonder what she is like..
im going to dry up and wither away and turn into seafoam, like the little mermaid in the original story, if i dont see a good live show soon. im feeling deprived. i dont even know what i like about seeing bands anymore. it has been a while. hermit heather.
Current Mood: awake
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November 28th, 2006
04:47 pm - got the sickness!
colds....eeew.
woke up with one this morning. no good!
today when i was trying to nap, henry was biting my hands, so i put them under the blanket because he was hurting me, and then he jumped on me and bit my FACE. aah! i wasnt too happy about that. jerky jerk. i just turned over and grumbled a bit and he went away. i wasnt in the mood for evil kitten business.
steve is playing tonight at the horseshoe and sadly i cannot attend, it is too bad but then what can i do...i dont believe in going out and getting sicker than i already am. i need to drink lotsa water and tea, and nap and read. that is my week. calloo callay!
almost finished my book, have about three hours to go with it i think. which isnt much.
need to make dinner but there really isnt anything here that i can make. unless i make a pickle-olive-nutella-popcorn-mayo sandwich.
oh, the horror.
Current Music: pavement
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November 23rd, 2006
02:54 pm - the cookie jar
im going to some shmoozy party tonight for adam's work. it will be adam, matt and myself. hopefully it wont be too snooty for the three of us. we dont plan to stay long, really. just to have some drinks . FREE DRINKS. thats right, kittens.
speaking of which i have a little troll digging into the chair beside me, and now staring at me lovingly. oh you.
tash and tom came over the other night. before tom came over, she and i drank beer and discussed some ideas for a new project of mine. i wont reveal it yet, but it should be pretty rad. i am hoping we can complete the first steps within the next couple of months. eeee.
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November 21st, 2006
10:57 am - meh!
i feel like i never have enough energy to write a good livejournal entry. maybe one day soon, but that day is definitely not today.
eat your broccoli, kids!
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November 14th, 2006
08:13 pm - rama lama ding dong.
i am an insomniac. its no good. im going to go to the doctor to ask what i should do. ive looked it up, and i know of a few things. what i really dont want is sleeping pills. that would be no good...at all. no more pills, THANK YOU.
my excitement for the week is seeing varge on friday, and possibly lauren's band tomorrow night. adam was supposed to come over tonight to hang out, because i got into a huge weird conversation/drama with my father and i was very upset. but then his tire popped just when he got to harbord and shaw, so he had to go back home. dang.
im going to watch Serpico tonight, ive never seen it. hope its good!
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November 6th, 2006
05:48 pm
headacheheadacheheadacheheadache etc etc
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October 30th, 2006
11:18 pm
i keep feeling like im going to throw up. ugg
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07:33 pm - stomache ache and nightmaressz
this is the sum total of my day
which, as you might imagine, hasnt been that wonderful.
i hate having stomacheaches.
and the nightmares were AWFUL. really scary nightmares,
the kind i have, are not like movie nigtmares...theyre
actually really horrifying situations that could possibly
happen. no gore or vampires or anything, but real
bad news.
my sisters friend from high school , john coy just dropped
by to say hello. i could hear them talking on the porch.
he has a hilarious laugh! its great.
i bit into a pickle that tasted rotten.
eeyuch!
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October 26th, 2006
03:45 pm - sleep troubles
i have such a hard time getting to sleep,
during the last two weeks i go to bed around
midnight and then end up actually FALLING asleep
around 5 or 6...its awful, and then i wake up
late because of the lack of sleep. i need
to correct this because its making me crazy.
i NEED sleep. i crave sleep. at a good hour,
not at 6 or 7 in the morning. arg
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October 25th, 2006
11:24 pm
breathe sad happy eat sleep wake-up nap sit read breathe cry breathe smile breathe laugh love talk bathe breathe cry breathe
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04:43 pm - all those fanciful things
today i woke up and my muscles positively ached,
i dont know why exactly, i wasnt doing anything too strenuous
or physical yesterday. just some bike riding and taking
henry to the vet. its bizarre. my whole body is hurting.
i think i might see stevekwok tonight? he wants to hang
out and i still havent called him
because i am a lazy s.o.b or maybe its because
talking on the phone to steve makes me nervous because
he is just that cool....haha.
its true, folks. brian just asked me "do you think
value village would have red hats and overalls" and
i burst out laughing, imagining brian dressed as Mario,
jimmy as Luigi...i wish they would wear those costumes
everyday.
last night's show was ok...meh. but i hate this UofT student
modern jazz shitt, it was so overdone and boring. b-o-r-i-n-g.
i nearly fell asleep in my pint glass. and another thing..i drink
positively way too much beer, i have a little
mini
beer belly and i really cant deal with it, me being me, me being
self conscious about all that shit and liking when
i just dont have to deal with it or think about it or
ANYTHING!
still dont know what im being/doing for Alloween, i want to
see the slits on saturday but i bet it will be massively
sold out..the "vazoween" party...we'll see. right now i just
want a hot bath and some toast.
one thing i was thinking today is how im sad that i threw away
all my old poetry/journals, photographs, i was so angry
i ripped them all to shreds..now im not angry, i want
to see them. i suppose it only perpetuates "the past"
which is something ive learned not to believe in. jiminy crickets.
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October 18th, 2006
04:28 pm - the awakening
suddenly i have an incredible inertia and concern for WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE HEATHER?
i dont have an answer for that.
and those who i thought knew me so well, apparently do not know me at all. and the killers still come out at night when everyone is sleeping. and the dogs still bark, and i still smoke cigarettes and the sun still rises in the east
beast
east
b(east
Current Mood: knotty
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October 13th, 2006
05:38 pm - point click point clik
today is so dismal
lay in bed watching
A STREETCAR NAMED DESIRE
which is equally dismal to the weather..
the word of the day is DISMAL!
weeoo!
why this writers block? why o wh/???
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October 9th, 2006
02:50 pm - turkeys?
today i woke up at 2:00 p.m.
gross.
i slept for like, 15 hours.
gross.
no turkey for me (i dont eat meat)
also no vegan/veggie thanksgiving
because i decided not to go...its a potluck
and i havent made anything because of my awful weekend
sleep habit.
everyday is such a battle. when will i win the battle?
aieeeeeeeeeee.
i need food. i might have to go buy some?
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October 5th, 2006
04:39 pm - tgit
its thuuuursday
woke up late
still feeling ill, whuddahell...
henrys napping, i am doing research for a story
i hope it turns out well
.
played some guitar really loud,
some kittens dont like distortion so ive heard
then i ate the rest of the pesto-ey pasta that
was leftover in the fridge
.
think im going to finish up with my sewing
i need some more different denim
because i cant sacrifice pairs of pants
that i like, just for another.
it seems unfair
california uber alles
Current Location: home
Current Mood: sneezy
Current Music: loud
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